I wish I could write everything I am feeling right now but my wifey is in the next room and I do not want to get caught on here. Suffice it to say today is ok, not as well as I had hoped, but I should be able to push through it. I think my afternoon dose of adderall may help. I hope. Hopefully tonight I will be able to get some alone time and post all that I am feeling. Possibly after she falls asleep. Until then...